Tag: life

  • I’m back!

    Apologies for not updating my blog since I did on the first day of this year. I’m usually on Facebook these days.

    One of what I did this year is that I moved out of my house at Fukagawa. The rental contract was expiring at the end of July, and I had to choose whether I renewed it to keep living there or terminated it and found a new house. I decided to move to another place. I lived there for four years and was satisfied with life there, but at the same time, I thought I should change my life to change myself.

    I found a new house at Oji, about 10km north of Tokyo’s city centre. This neighbourhood is a beautiful area developed in the 14th century, with its fresh verdure and sometimes called “Richmond in Japan” because people in central Tokyo often have made a one-day trip to this area since the Edo Era, similar to holiday-makers in London who visit Richmond.

    I, together with my car, removed to the new house in the middle of July. Monthly fees for the house and the garage dropped comparing with the ones at Fukagawa, which was closer to the city centre. It’s more than three months since the removal, and the new life here is very nice.

    Oji shrine Oji shrine Oji shrine
    Nanushi-no-taki park Asukayama Park

  • Play

    日本文が後ろに続きます。

    When I studied at university, attending the classes for “liberal arts” was mandatory for the first two years. There was a wide variety of subjects to choose from, from English, Germany, chemistry, mathematics, and economics to Chinese history, Japanese literature, and Japanese linguistics. Most of them were nothing to do with my major (engineering), so I thought that taking them was a waste of time and the university should teach us more practical techniques focusing on our major studies. I even thought that I should go to a professional school because they might teach only professional skills that would be necessary for my future.

    Nevertheless, I found out, when I had started my career and had some job experience, that culture would win in the end. Acquiring practical knowledge and skills related to jobs is a matter, of course. Your worth consists of how much cultured besides skilled. For example, in an English class, I read Tristan and Isolde’s tragic love story, which was originally written by Gottfried von Strassburg and made operatic by Richard Wagner, that a knight named Tristan fell in love with a king’s wife, Isolde, and they ruined after illicit love. When I attended the class, I suspected if the story could contribute to my future career. Still, now I know that it is common knowledge among general people, especially in the Western countries, and ignorance of it is regarded as uncultured.

    Your culture is cultivated not from hard work, but play. Play is the space in which a mechanism moves or, in more comprehensive words, the emptiness in the activeness. It seems to be a waste, but it sometimes broadens your horizons and deepens your insight. As it is often said that all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy, play is indispensable for everything. Who dares drive a car with a steering wheel with no play?

    Play is important in spending vacation. Doing nothing is the right way to spend a vacation because the word “vacation” derives from “vacant,” which means empty. Wasting time is an extreme luxury. Many people, however, trying to making good use of holidays, go to crowded spots resulting in getting more tired than before. In particular, Japanese people are so conscious of eliminating what is wasteful that they feel guilty about wasting time. They are so obliged to waste no time on holidays; their vacation ironically ends by wasting time and energy rather than saving them.

    In the midst of your career, play sometimes helps you guide in a better way. Studying a different field, seeing people doing different types of business, and even meditating in your room would be useful, besides throwing yourself into your work. They are not directly related to your current work, but they may give you some hints for your future career.

    There is nothing wasteful in your life in the long run. As long as you are alive, what you are doing is helpful in something, even goofing off in the bed.

    大学に通っていたころ、最初の2年間はいわゆる「一般教養」の授業をとらなきゃいけなくて、英語や第二外国語や化学、数学から、東洋史学、国文学、国語学までバラエティーに富んだ科目がありました。ほとんどは専門(工学)とは関係ない授業ばっかりで、こんなの取って何の意味があるんだろう、そんなこと教えるぐらいならもっと専門の実用的な科目を教えてくれればいいのに、まだ専門学校のほうが実学を教えてくれるだけましなんじゃないか、と思ったものでした。

    でも、社会に出てしばらくして、「人間、最後には教養がモノを言うんだな」って気づいたわけです。実用的なこととか、仕事に関係のあることを身に付けるのは当たり前のこと。それ以上に教養が人間の価値を決めるんですね。

    大学の英語の時間に、教材にヨーロッパの宮廷恋愛の話を使っていたのがありました。

    ゴットフリート・フォン・シュトラスブルクの原作で、のちにワーグナーという人がオペラにした話なんだけど、トリスタンっていう騎士と、国王に嫁いだイゾルデという妃がお互いに恋する。当然、妃のほうは人妻なのでこの恋は”不倫”になるわけで、人目を忍びながら逢瀬を重ねるんですが、最後にはお互いが破滅するという形で終わる、というストーリーです。

    「そんなのオレの専門に関係ないじゃん」って授業受けてたときはそう思ってたんですが、この話は特に欧米では常識みたいなもので、知らないと恥、というより、常識を疑われたりするんですね。

    一見、無駄だと思えるようなことが、人間の奥行きを広げてくれるってことは、けっこうあるもんだな、と思うのです。これを、機械でいう”遊び”、英語に訳すと”play”、可動部分の中のすき間部分のことをいうんですが、人間にもこの”遊び”の中から教養が生まれたりするんですね。ハードワークだけが人生じゃないし、無駄をなくすことが善、というわけでもないんです。

    たとえば、休日。私たちは、せっかくの休みだからついつい”有意義に過ごそう”として、わざわざ行楽地に疲れに行ったりしてしまうことがよくありますが、休日って英語で言うとvacation、つまりvacant(空)なものであって、vacationというのは「何もしない日」っていう意味なんですね。休日というのは”何もしないでぼーっとする”のが正しい過ごし方であって、”時間を無駄に使う”ということこそ最高の贅沢なんだと思うんです。

    日本人って、そこのところをあまりにもなおざりにしすぎたんじゃないかな〜と思うんです。”無駄を省く”ことに躍起になってしまって、”無駄”な贅沢を楽しむことに罪悪を感じる人が多いというか。でもその”無駄”こそが”遊び”であって、重要な部分だと思うんです。

    キャリア形成でも、”遊び”が将来のために役立つことがあったりします。本業に打ち込むだけじゃなく、違う分野について勉強する、異業種の人と会う、あるいは部屋の中でぼーっと考えるだけでも、仕事と直接関係なくても、将来のヒントになるかもしれません。

    長い目で見れば、人生で無益なところなんて何もなくて、ただボケーッとしてるだけでも、生きてる限り、何かの役に立つこともあるんだと思います。

  • Virginia Tech, Nebraska and Sasebo gunshootings

    Today’s news is repeatedly reporting that a man broke into a sports club building in Sasebo, Nagasaki, Japan, firing a shotgun at random and resulted in killing a man and a woman and injuring six people. It was said that the Japanese shooter shot himself to death. A victim happened to be there for waiting a friend.

    In Japan or in any other place, slaughters by persons touched in the head can occur everywhere. It might be fresh in mind that a Korean guy fired a shotgun and killed 33 persons in Virginia Tech. In this month, eight people were shot to death by Robert Hawkins who shot at random at a shopping mall in Omaha, Nebraska. It is not true that you think “Japan is safe and foreign countries aren’t.” Anywhere you are, there are no safe places these days.

    We should keep in mind that life and death of us is just destiny and we can’t expect when we die. Death suddenly comes to us—maybe today. When you walk on the street, you may be hit by a drunk driver’s car, a hard block a mad guy throw from the building by you, or a people himself who attempts suicide by diving from the top of the building. When you are waiting for a train on the platform, a mentally-unstable woman may suddenly push you off the platform on the rails in front of a train rushing into the station. When you are riding on the train, the train may crash. When you are driving, an oncoming car may come to you to collide. When you even are in your house, an earthquake may happen and the ceiling may fall down on you. It’s unpredictable if you may suddenly lose your life.

    What we can do to live our lives with no regrets is “not to put off till tomorrow what we can do today.” If you have something you want to do, do it right away. You may want to leave anything unfinished when you go to bed at night, not to regret even if you can’t wake up forever.